quinta-feira, 29 de março de 2012

Dança da Solidão

A indecisão foi toda minha, agora me sobrou a culpa e a vontade.


"Solidão é lava
Que cobre tudo
Amargura em minha boca
Sorri seus dentes de chumbo..."
 
É de noite que ela mostra a sua face mais sombria, encoberta pelo véu escuro da noite.
Quando a noite cai é que a cama fica ainda mais vazia.
A mente viaja em pensamentos, em lembranças do que foi, do que poderia ter sido, do como seria...
 
 
"Quando vem a madrugada
Meu pensamento vagueia
Corro os dedos na viola
Contemplando a lua cheia..."
 
Não aguentava mais calar...

quinta-feira, 15 de março de 2012

Eu me perco!

So Cruel

We crossed the line, who pushed who over?
It doesn't matter to you, it matters to me.
We're cut adrift, but still floating.
I'm only hanging on to watch you go down, my love.

I disappeared in you
You disappeared from me.
I gave you everything you ever wanted
It wasn't what you wanted.
The men who love you, you hate the most
They pass right through you like a ghost.
They look for you, but your spirit is in the air.
Baby, you're nowhere.

Oh, love, you say in love there are no rules.
Oh, love, sweet-heart, you're so cruel.

Desperation is a tender trap
It gets you every time.
You put your lips to her lips
To stop the lie.
Her skin is pale like God's only dove
Screams like an angel for your love
Then she makes you watch her from above
And you need her like a drug.

Oh, love, you say in love there are no rules.
Oh, love, sweet-heart, you're so cruel.

She wears my love like a see-through dress
Her lips say one thing, her movements something else.
Oh, love, like a screaming flower
Love dying every hour.
Ah, you don't know if it's fear or desire,
Danger the drug that takes you higher?
Head of heaven, fingers in the mire
Her heart is racing you can't keep up.
The night is bleeding like a cut
Between the horses of love and lust we are trampled underfoot.

Oh, love, to stay with you I'd be a fool.
Oh, sweetheart, you're so cruel
 
U2

quinta-feira, 8 de março de 2012

Just a music...

Wake Up Alone

It's okay in the day I'm staying busy
Tied up enough so I don't have to wonder where is he
Got so sick of crying
So just lately
When I catch myself I do a 180
I stay up clean the house
At least I'm not drinking
Run around just so I don't have to think about thinking
That silent sense of content
That everyone gets
Just disappears soon as the sun sets

He gets fierce in my dreams
Seizing my guts
He floats me with dread
Soaked to the soul
He swims in my eyes by the bed
Pour myself over him
Moon spilling in
And I wake up alone

If I was my heart
I'd rather be restless
The second I stop the sleep catches up and I'm breathless
This ache in my chest
As my day is done now
The dark covers me and I cannot run now
My blood running cold
I stand before him
It's all I can do to assure him
When he comes to me
I drip for him tonight
Drowning in me we bathe under blue light

He gets fierce in my dreams
Seizing my guts
He floats me with dread
Soaked to the soul
He swims in my eyes by the bed
Pour myself over him
Moon spilling in
And I wake up alone
And I wake up alone
And I wake up alone
And I wake up alone

terça-feira, 6 de março de 2012

MURPHY

As coisas andam difíceis.
Sei que boa parte é retorno de decisões que eu adiei. Uma outra parte são decisões que achei que não fossem minhas.
Mas, boa parte só pode ter uma explicação: O universo anda conspirando contra, não é possível.