Dança da Solidão

A indecisão foi toda minha, agora me sobrou a culpa e a vontade.


"Solidão é lava
Que cobre tudo
Amargura em minha boca
Sorri seus dentes de chumbo..."
 
É de noite que ela mostra a sua face mais sombria, encoberta pelo véu escuro da noite.
Quando a noite cai é que a cama fica ainda mais vazia.
A mente viaja em pensamentos, em lembranças do que foi, do que poderia ter sido, do como seria...
 
 
"Quando vem a madrugada
Meu pensamento vagueia
Corro os dedos na viola
Contemplando a lua cheia..."
 
Não aguentava mais calar...

Eu me perco!

So Cruel

We crossed the line, who pushed who over?

It doesn't matter to you, it matters to me.

We're cut adrift, but still floating.

I'm only hanging on to watch you go down, my love.

I disappeared in you

You disappeared from me.

I gave you everything you ever wanted

It wasn't what you wanted.

The men who love you, you hate the most

They pass right through you like a ghost.

They look for you, but your spirit is in the air.

Baby, you're nowhere.

Oh, love, you say in love there are no rules.

Oh, love, sweet-heart, you're so cruel.

Desperation is a tender trap

It gets you every time.

You put your lips to her lips

To stop the lie.

Her skin is pale like God's only dove

Screams like an angel for your love

Then she makes you watch her from above

And you need her like a drug.

Oh, love, you say in love there are no rules.

Oh, love, sweet-heart, you're so cruel.

She wears my love like a see-through dress

Her lips say one thing, her movements something else.

Oh, love, like a screaming flower

Love dying every hour.

Ah, you don't know if it's fear or desire,

Danger the drug that takes you higher?

Head of heaven, fingers in the mire

Her heart is racing you can't keep up.

The night is bleeding like a cut

Between the horses of love and lust we are trampled underfoot.

Oh, love, to stay with you I'd be a fool.

Oh, sweetheart, you're so cruel

 

U2

Just a music...

Wake Up Alone

It's okay in the day I'm staying busy

Tied up enough so I don't have to wonder where is he

Got so sick of crying

So just lately

When I catch myself I do a 180

I stay up clean the house

At least I'm not drinking

Run around just so I don't have to think about thinking

That silent sense of content

That everyone gets

Just disappears soon as the sun sets

He gets fierce in my dreams

Seizing my guts

He floats me with dread

Soaked to the soul

He swims in my eyes by the bed

Pour myself over him

Moon spilling in

And I wake up alone

If I was my heart

I'd rather be restless

The second I stop the sleep catches up and I'm breathless

This ache in my chest

As my day is done now

The dark covers me and I cannot run now

My blood running cold

I stand before him

It's all I can do to assure him

When he comes to me

I drip for him tonight

Drowning in me we bathe under blue light

He gets fierce in my dreams

Seizing my guts

He floats me with dread

Soaked to the soul

He swims in my eyes by the bed

Pour myself over him

Moon spilling in

And I wake up alone

And I wake up alone

And I wake up alone

And I wake up alone

MURPHY

As coisas andam difíceis.
Sei que boa parte é retorno de decisões que eu adiei. Uma outra parte são decisões que achei que não fossem minhas.
Mas, boa parte só pode ter uma explicação: O universo anda conspirando contra, não é possível.